I have struggled to put my thoughts on how I’m feeling over the past few months into words to share in this format. I still don’t have much idea on how to do that yet. However, I wanted to write a bit about how I feel my way of processing things is changing.

First of all, I am spending my time differently, particularly in the last almost eight months since I have started my current job. I went from spending a lot of my time online, applying for jobs to spending a minimum of 8-9 hours most days speaking to people. I also have a lot more happening to reflect on on a daily basis and less time to do it.

This job has also given me more confidence in my own abilities. I guess when there is limited time to doubt and decisions have to be made on the spot at times, that has led to thinking and doubting myself less in my day-to-day life. This is not necessarily a bad thing when my problem can be overthinking. Of course, I still slip back into my old ways now and again but I can definitely see how far I have come from the very shy girl who was scared of even saying hi to people.

As more of my thoughts become clearer for me to share, I will put them up.

Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you find this helpful. As always, feel free to get in touch with any questions/feedback/comments, I always love to hear them. Stay tuned for the next instalment.

Until next time
K